something. .i.?

the wind is shaking the windows,

and over my small room,

the stars fill up the sky,

shining brightly too many to count,

the stars reassure tired me

they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don't be hurt too much.

.they hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,

telling me to go to sleep though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk

though my tears blur my vision I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,

I'll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars,

forever

My dream is coming.

though it is unusual that my one star is brightit is very bright,

even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder stop being so sad..

it holds my hand as it touches meand gives me a warm hug

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walkthough

my tears blur my visionI'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short,

I'll treasure it deep inside my heartlike those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today,

I won't cry though my eyes fill with tearsI want to laugh like those starsOh~

I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart

Like those countless number of stars, forever

boo

uh. im not in the mood this few days..dat's y i lack of update my blog..



2ml... finally..girls gonna meet up.. yea...its good..but.. my dearest...she might absent..

bcoz of the f guy. da childish idiot brainless guy. i damm hated hate hate him. ABHORRENT.!

hey. she juz gonna meet us!! GIRLS!! yea. mayb wif a guy. but he is yin's bf. v asked the f guy joinus. bcoz evryone goin to bring their man, well.EXCEPT me. hey..if u re not free. its okay. but y u ask her not to go too. u re kinda childfish and childish loe!!



dear..im sorry dat i didnt reply ur msg..i jz.. i dunno wat shud i reply. i dun wan to make u unhapi. its okay if u listen to him.. me i mean v all will nt blame on you. ok? dun worry. jz folow ur mind. do anything u wan,..

2nother sad sad thing...IM NOT DAT KIND OF GIRLS...

SO to whose...jz wanna ply ply.. gte off or ass... :C/...

duh...





yea..laz sunday.. yesterday..~

went to one U again. wif sue mei. i bought a dress again :D

yeepee. i like da dress dammmmm much. woohoo.

say YEAH to CNY~~~ ang pow ang pow. i wan ang pow.

bcoz david told me dat i ll need to spent over rm6000 when i start de course. :C



finally pigi get bck..muaxxxx and kakak. too

恭喜发财！！！gong xi gong xi

GONG XI FATT CHAI!!

yeahoo.Cny is super close. and 22th i got holiday bcoz of blablabla.actually i dunno why v re in holiday=.=/ wateva.
& amber was stayed over in my hs laz nite.

see her silly face . dam cute loe. aha. and lingling tied the hair for her. she is go ape wif the psp game so we can do wateva to her when she is plying game. bcoz most of the time she doesnt wan to tie hair... dats why i always call her 'hou sai gao'

before goin to timesquare..daddy had bring us to selayang mall. its been 2years i never go there.

jz like wad p.c said. its a shitty mall. v need to take something to uncla ahman at 3something at selayang..but after v finish our lunch its only2p.m.

i got spooked when i saw p.c . aha.

on the way to timesquare. me and amber with the ultraman sunglasses. yes. she get is from her ultraman toy.
dad and amber

cute amber acting ultraman.

timesquare.this dong dong qiang is dam big loe. :D

yeahoo. i bought 1 dress again at t.s. its super cheap loe. wanna wear it at chu yi bcoz the dress is in white colour but wif alot of red flower.

me ling0 and jeff had lost our way. playing acce and take pic :D

she is tired..when no more candy for her.& v was looking for any candy / ice-cream shop.

...

then v went to petaling street. so many ppl la. v jz go there bout 30minutes den buhbye.

bcoz v re tired sleepy sweaty & hungry :C.

i bought this. wanna paste it at out main door. tada. cute leh <3and this for my room.

'all the dream come true ' and WINNIE the pooh &piglet

mini dongdong qiang .& dad was play wif amber. omg. dad is too huge for it=.=

oh gosh.. i spend all my pocket money in 2days=.=

why.. 1st.. its a good thing. i bought a eye liner again. its new to me. no more pencil and liquid, its gel. kate eye gel liner.<3/>

2nd.i bought 6dvd.

a. u got served.

b. stomp the yard : yea. finally i watch it.

c. the simple life. yeah. its old to.. but i like paris hilton.

and blablabla.

..

oh yeah. dear broke up wif mr.x d. its a good thingy. u noe how f..k is the guy? he kept used those ''word tease my dear. yaya. she is bitch .so wat? break up la. and get ur ass off from my dear pls! she doesnt need your care and ur love! she is not nightmare u was her nitemare since 2 of u get started! ok? yaya. v bitch but u BITCHer.

PLEASE DONT MSG ME ANYMORE, I WONT REPLY U> Dude.

duh...breathe winnie. :I

kakak was not here around 1week. finally she gonna bck from cameron 2ml . my home is totally mess now. :C. & v gonna sing this song to kakak. 'how do i live~without u.

yo. i remember when my 1st moral lesson in form 1.

murugaiah: " CHOO, siapa yang cuci baju untuk kame?" i hate him bcoz he like to call me CHOO.

choo : " kakak la"

murugaiah : !@#$% pembantu rumah!! bukan kakak. kamu ni..blanblabblabla

hey..plz la. i called her kakak doesnt mean i donot respect her. i do. she is like my family member. ok=.=

.

how stupid im. i dun even noe ling0;s frens read my blog often..and i still keep mrBmrBmr.B.

somemore i put a pic wif his name in my last article. w the h. ! they guyx noe him..OMgod...

well.. so what..yea. i fell in love wif the guy. but i gonna make him in my history!..i hope i can do that------------------

gong xi gong xi ni ya~

sweetheart amber & me
u ask me to do this ~ good : D

weekend : d.

yeah. finally i bought da polo-t: D. tata.

went klcc & pavilion with daddy. woohoo.i bought a poloT & a hotpant at topshop.

i like da hot short pant loads. but bet mummy will kill me when she see it.. i got 3dresses ,2short pant & a polo T. 3+2+1 . 6only? no way. : D.

but i went 1utama 5times..the curve and klcc pavilion.. no shopping mall to go d :C.

camwhore. v took alot of picture . aha :P

this is ..the childish girl. lingling

TO BE continue

m a nuts

im super sad now.. 1st, i jz came bk from one u. wanted to buy the polo-T. but its sold out. im almost insane when the promoter told me this. totally regret y didnt buy it last time :C/





2ndly,






im so idiot loe. & so uselss too... i msg him last nite and hv been waiting for his reply.






but.. he did not reply anything.. and i heard something bout him. finally..im entirely collapse..and burst into tears. i called jolene..i cant even say anything..i jz cry cry cry and cry..she is spook by me.





lost my dignity and being so cheap msg the one who asked me " no msg me & no call me anymore ya"



and my msg is super funny loe. ling ling laugh like a drain when she heard de isi of the msg.


" hello xxxxxxx, how re you? so long never chat with u.how's life"


how stupid uh. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is super lame and idiot loe.





anyway.,thx dears and babes.

thx king lend me ur shoulder.. after i read ur msg.. i felt alot better. thx..

" aiyoyo.. sasa wan a u.. he dowan to choi u is bcoz he dun wan give u anyhope.. in other words he don wan break ur heart so badly.. like after playplay wid u den say bye bye like dat. at least u noe he s a good guy lahr.. dun cry lya."

ya..maybe.. maybe yes..maybe NO,but anyway. reli feel much better after i read this.

" love some1 are cant deny one..and it is no the word 'cheap' in the love's world."babe snt me

babes. sorry yesterday i make u all spook..

and lingling too..sorry i did make u worry bout me. im alright now.

geez.im f''king tired bcoz of work nonstop. somemore need to work till end of the february~






:< .


workworkwork. in uncle's new store



u re driving me insane ~~

**
每一次只要提起你的事
我都会笑笑带过
被姐姐骂我蠢我也会告诉她我觉得很幸福
因为你我失去了自己
这一次我彻底的崩溃我也会爬回上来
找回自己
你说 “because u speak mandarin & i speak english"
哦 是吗~ 那我会让你看见我会变得更棒
**

i always needed time on my own

i never thought i need u there when i cry

and the days feel like years when im alone

and the bed whr u lie

is made upon ur side

when u walked away i count the step dat u take

can u see how much i need u rite now.

im bck

hi guyx. IM BACK. muax.k!
maxis cut my line. bcoz of foolish mum my didnt pay the bill for 2months.
woo. so mny thing happened this few days.
FIRst thing. wanna tell u guys...winnie is a semi OL now. ahaa. im working for aunt since monday. Data entry~ uncle praise me guai lui bcoz im enjoying evryday :D.
first day. - i bring jambu.
2nd day. - vitagen a, candy and some snack.
3rd day. - noodles
4th day. - snack again.
today i didnt bring anything. bcoz auntie took me beard papa :p. yummy.

im goin to starve for a week. i gain more weight in this few days.:( but im sure that i cant tahan loe.

tuesday went yum cha with gang. finally :p. yum cha at montkiara, ngek. idiot boon bcame more more more funny after a few weeks work at PDi. he kept acting sissy ..acting..mayb yes..mayb no. he is totally like a gay lou now. babe dumped by mr.x last nite. she cried in the car. im so useless la. i didnt do anything even take a tissue for her. bcoz im sitting in the front seat. im very sam tong when i saw her cried. i bravely blinked back my tears bcoz i dun wan make her gain more :C sadness. but they couple back already. fuse~

weiwei. Vni~ i forgot to take ur key from simon. :c. sorry sorry sorry. !
aiyaa. ur feelin very SWEET now i noe u wont mad at me ryte? geez. in love now isnt it.
yerr....so good....

yeah. there is a good news. finally i decided what to take in the future. i got someone support my point. i shouldnt learn make up ~i mean now. i decide to take graphic design. aiya. i almost wan take business at metropolitan bcoz of mr.B. but then after chat chat chat with uncle. i cleary found that. i study~for my self. mayb a few years later. i will learn make up :). ngek ngek,.

mr.B ~mr.B~ missing of mr.B~

im so dak han laar

im suppose in working now..and yesterday too.. but da agent ..xxx.. msg me 6hours b4 i start to work.'' hey winie, sorry to inform u dat 2ml job oredi cancel.. 17january got a long term jobs,so if u interested drop me a msg,thanks.''geez! im almost go ape when i see this msg! i receive it at 4am!! 4am..when im still kong!. the job is quite easy and only 2 days den i can get rm160.. :Cu noe. i planned to buy a adidas poloshirt when i get the salary.. T_T. but now. evrything gone. byebye adidas.


**friday went to laundry bar with Vni~ & meet gun. suppose go wif gang. but all of them ffk.. fei gei yao wei.anyway. im still enjoyed last nite coz finally i met gun. its been almost 2 years since we last saw each other.Gun is still same . always with his cap :d. ..and meet new fren. alex. yea.alex again. he is a dj in rock fm. nice to met him. coz he is so so so frenly loe.

mayb.. of alcohol.. maybe..:c. i almost call the MR.B. ahaa. but luckily my hp no credti anymore.
fuse~

called babe jolene last night.. she told me dat her bf not allow she hang out wif me last nite coz there is some guy with us too. wt h. why dont u just tell him all of us noe each other more than 6years!!!!!!!?.. eh. mr x. if u keep halang babe hang out with me den i willing kill u okay? she is not urs!!!!!! is mine too :C..right ?babe?

just finnish reading some1 'blog.. a fren..or mayb not fren anymore. she put evry1 photo. but except me. yea..i feeling upset when reading dat article..i noe im childish.. but..wat. i still cant forget what u did to me.. &. if im not ur fren.. plz dun msg me and said wat jie mei jie mei hao bu hao?. its always like some1 beating my heart thousand em nope. mayb more den thousand times when i thinking of how i and jolene and yin too.. protect u when sum1 teased u. but why . why u treat us this way?

im so childdish la. i admit. but im glad bcoz i always think that frens is always important den my bf. i told all my bf. i mean ex .

fine. finally end up high schoolf life. shouldn't think of this anymore.

yeah. im so so so free evryday. i just came back from education fair. geez. wat i gonna to take :c. and which colledge. :Csigh.




i took this at auntie office. am i look serious? ahaa. no.
actually im jus play around the office. espeacially those chopchop .kaakaaz.

im went ape over the need for speed game.
ya. im quite out dated. but it is so nice loe . haa.


guess who is this. a fatty bon bon mounted on the kid's bicycle.:D .. erm.. im too bored. the bore life driving me insane :I

wanna share this with u guys. haa. ling ling took these. cute leh. my babi. :D wohoo.

finally i watched game plan and enchanted. yeah. nice show :D.

dear YUAN, YEA. MY BLOG IS BORE & LONG> HAA> SO WHAT (XP)
kaakaakaa

wad i wanna say.

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walkthough my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won't cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

where is my mr.right? :C

Wednesday_ 09.01.08 & thursday _10.01.08

finally attend d undang course. 5hours!!!!!!!!!!! urgh. i was freaking bored loe!! i terslept b4 teacher cam in da claz. ahaa. :d. but only slept 20minutes den woke up d. so many malay there. only 1/10 of ppl is chinese. yea. is me jolene and a girl~

all of them look like had fun in the claz.. but me & jolene is freaking bored loe.

luckily i bring psp ~ haa. and play need for speed :D. dam nice la da game

jolene is extremely jin loe!!!! she order a NASI LEMAK AYAM when v havin break time.

...jolene...YOU B_ _ _ _. yea.i noe u get wat i mean :P

den i order NASI LEMAK....SOTONG... hmmp.. be.. u s*** loe. make me think of de MR.B again.!

!haa. this is da nasi lemak AYAM!!quite Dlicious la/ but fren..are u trying to make me sad ..again?

dat 'hakk mang mang'thing is mine . oi.i order a sotong nasi lemak.not kambing OKAY!!!?

i dun even eat kambing & beef la!! .

**

i look very ugly now. & old too. not mature. is totally old. Y? i slep at 5sumthing evryday!!

plus i dun like to drink. im lazy to walk out from my room to take water & drink.

:C/

today went to 1utama again. sienz loe. so many ppl . & i ddnt bought anything home. :C/

amber is very cute today. finally she wore girl's cloth & didnt answer me : im boyboy ma.

i called babe jolene few minutes ago. urgh..she is in love wif the MR.x. wa. im the only single in the gang now. hm..... +.+ v goin hav our gathering soon.. evryone is comin wif their baby boy..

OMG. pity me. ..WHER IS MY MR.RIGHT? ><.....!!!!!!

yin called me last nite. some pro btween she & ka chun. & jolene tell me she is argue wif her mr.x. babes...i will sam thong when u all get hurt..:c. but luckily u all are alright now.

OI!! mr (s). plz don make them sad agan. if noy. i will chop u all in to pieces!!!! OKAY!!?

i found a lot of my photo in jolene's hp. she like to capture me when im drunk!! Omg. dam wai loe.!!! tomatoes face and de half-open mouth! yikes!

~2ml i hav to awake earlier. need to go scul & take majalah. oh..i do mizz my clazmates.

1st time ponteng sekolah . : D. went to mcdonald at 6am for breakfast & den went fren's house.jz a few month b4 graduate . aiya.. im not dat kind of bad girl la. after schoold time i got bk home & told mum evrything :d.

yea. is me. takkking nap :P.

=)

08 jan~:D

life getting so boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee after secondary scul :c.

miss babes loads.

today went to HELP with ling ling & kazzy. haa. no. im not the student of HELp. just go there for...playplay:D haa. they had their claz inlecture room .some different claz join 2gether. so the teacher wont know im not the student of the claz.lingling keep talking & paktoh wif kazzy. me? help her to copied some note loe.

afterward go bonbon for lunch. b4 v reached there, lingling kept tell me how yummy is those food

.but ..i dun think its yummy loe. :C/.

bring pigi go PE . he is too fat la. me. pigi. & lingling. 3 of us need to diet.ugrh.but these few days i ate so much.

i change jeans skirt to short pant.IN THE CAR.

haa. yea. i noe im brave:D. but kakak didnt take belt for me. my pant is too large la. on my 1st picture..u will found dat im trying to pull my pant when i running:D

ahah. i bought a package of 'fake diamond' erm. i dunno wat it call actually.haa. so cheap la. i bought it at 'zhong guo fong'.25pack only cost rm6.luckily i didnt buy it at 1utama. they sell 3pack in rm10.lolz

nana. i made it :D. kahkahkha

wohoo. :D.